Internal Battle

Pitty weakness, the feeling inside of myself cannot be contained in one day. Overflow of emotion, decisions to be made.

Truth is above all forms of reason, with the season leaving, the choice can often be deceiving. Sometimes I feel I'm hard of seeing.

If I could just get passed the thick, trick the sick to leave for one second...maybe then this path might seem more destined.

Internal Battle, thats what I'll call it. The rhymes can only credit. The chimes can only transmit. Then why can I not commit?

Okay, read on into my deepest pleas. Try to delve into my soliloquies, watch my body as it drops to its knees--this is no tease.

I'm tearing in two, driving for You, want to redo, God make me new, show me how-to, how to pursue, your name a tattoo, I finally breakthrough.



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There is more to the mind than one person can ever see on the surface, we need each other, this is a promise.


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An original.

There once was a boy named Paul,

Who was wider than he was tall.

He ate and he ate,

From noon, until eight,

Quick fast he then ran to the stall.

Thank You.

Beauty Full

This is the day that has been made for you, it sings from the blue, the bird as it flew.

Today, beauty rises up from the chill, it tries to instill the joy that you fill.

The beauty of today reflects the beauty in your eyes, the blue from the skies drips down and cries, because you are full of beauty, it is you--whole and complete, you melt the snow, love sorrow defeats.

Today, beauty arrives in true form, flowing lightly, like a leaf in a storm.

This is the day that has been made for you, a flower in spring, buds life anew.

Most Emotional Disney Songs of ALL Time

1. When she Loved me–Toy Story 2
2. Colors of the Wind–Pocahontas
3. You’ll be in my Heart–Tarzan
4. Circle of Life–Lion King
5. Strangers Like Me–Tarzan
6. Go the Distance–Hercules
7. Two Worlds–Tarzan
8. Part of Your World–The Little Mermaid
9. I Will Go Sailing No More–Toy Story
10. Deliver Us–Prince of Egypt (I know it was a Dreamworks Picture, but I thought it was sick awesome. This song is technically an honorable mention, but if it were a Disney song, it would be # 1 on an emotional scale, not a classic scale.)

Side note: If you see a lot of Tarzan, It’s because it is my favorite “Complete” soundtrack out of all the Disney films. As you can tell, I like many Disney songs, but As a whole I like this one the best. Also, the honorable mention, “Prince of Egypt” has some of the most emotional songs that I have ever heard, but is not Disney…still a great movie.

A Diction

This bug drapes across my bookshelf keep, climbs up steep, falls in a heap.

Would he mind if I let him live, on my bookshelf keep, counts like sheep.

My mind jumps across the room, like a baboon, I make a leap.

Red body, black spots, drapes my keep, eyes grow down, fall asleep.

This mundane low keeps pressing near, in my ear, can't you hear?

Deep inside it penetrates, saturates, it lives in fear.

A longing for the good to come, where has it gone? Not getting clear.

Dark cavern, bloody end, cornered deer, too late now, stuck in a gear.

I never asked for any of this, none of this, like a bad day, I'm pissed.

I never wanted this to be, draped in the sea, no way out for me.

I never asked for any of this, none of this, the pure, this I miss.

I never wanted this to be, draped in the sea, he got a hold on me.

Give me an out, before I shout.

Before I shout

before I Shout

Before iSHOUT!

This bug drapes across my shelf, simple life, perfect health

His worry is not getting smashed, just keep living life, over the filth...

A Letter to Satan

This poem is beyond any words that I can muster. I was so emotionally moved by this, I had to share it with anyone reading this. Be moved, be changed. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D8VJQgvWZ34

I thank God for this day

I thank God for this day. To often life fills over the top and we forget to do just that...thank Him. Do you think about it at all? All the hours that you don't talk to Him, all the time you could spend thanking Him? Think about how much better everything in between would be if you did. School, work, driving in traffic, dealing with someone aggravating, boredom, family issues, spouse issues, the doldrums of the day. Just think about you. Give things back to him. Today I was driving in my car, running a little bit late for work. The usual commute of blue skies and speedy cars. The boring scene of grey pavement passing beneath my tires and light poles wizzing by. Then a song came on the radio reminding me to thank God. A simple suggestion spurred by motivation to do just that. The next 20 minutes were spent thanking God for things in my life. Then a traffic jam hit me like a sucker-punch. WHAT!? Where did this come from. "Bad things will happen if I am late," I thought to myself. This was true as I was on final warning for attendance. Worried and confused as to what this jam was about, I prayed for God to get me through this. I was willing to do anything. 10 minutes to make it to work, with just about ten minutes of commute left, but the traffic continued. Desperate, I did some Italian Job maneuvering with my car and made it past the jam with 3 minutes left before my shift. I thanked God and ran into the building, clocked in, endured the day with a surprisingly good attitude, and clocked out ready to come back home for some exciting homework. It is in reflection that I can say that God tested me today, to see if I could give him the little things in life as well as the big things. I thank God for this day.

Bored At Home

I sometimes do random videos to hone my skills at video editing...well, I did another one. That makes.....6 Bored At Home videos that I've done, 3 out of the home, 1 of them 698 miles from home. Enojy: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b-3oVFOhkvY

Also, I may be writing a bit less because I am studying. sorry. Peace everyone.

Eric